MUM...

thats the key from every problem that came into my life...
that's the key from every problem that came into my life...

i don't know why i always make everything so complicated..i just want everything like what i want, everything under my control. but why, i always made my mum crying, why she didnt know what she supposed to do ?? why she always feel she is the right person and i'm the only one who deserved to be blame. or its just the way she want to hurt me ??

i always trying to control my emotion, control what i feeling, why she didnt understand it. why i must to understand what she want.

pleaseee..i just want everything come into our life with so much gratefully...
i don't want to the war came..always and always came into our life in this world.

pleasee trying to be more realistic and trying to understand not just all about you but anyone else too, mum...

please understand me, us...

because i always trying to understand you in every single my breath..please, just say what do you feel about me, not in behind me you tell everyone.

you always said that i can shared everything to you...but you never ever be someone like that. and never ever wish i can be like that too..

you're not an angel and i'm not an devil...
we are mum and daughter..thats must always love each other..not pretend to be