I'm not a good writer.
Thats why i'm not often write my though here
I'm not a good friends
Thats why i just have few friends that means the world for me
I'm not a good daughter
That's because i can't be that my parents want.
I'm not a good sisters
Thats because i often be a burden for my brothers and sisters
I'm not a good lovers
That's why i always waiting for someone who doesn't even know my heart
Thats from a girl who will going to 29 next month.
what i can do is just feel grateful to god because God give me this life. So i can meet with everyone.
Someone that give me lemons
Someone that give me flowers
Someone that give me a lesson
I love you
I will hugs you
I will embrace you with my life cause you give me a life.
-20171008-
Sabtu, 07 Oktober 2017
Rabu, 22 Maret 2017
life
Late..the word that describe that everythings around you goes wrong.
NO...IT'S NOT.
Late its just a pharase that's makes you strong than before
makes you understood more than ever
makes you realizes that's your life is worth living.
Theres a lot of things that happens in my life are far from great.
For some person it means you willing to do anything on time.
But for me Great is i know what i have to do, and i get the lessons.
and i learn from it.
Thank you for being generous in my life
Thank you for letting me do what i wanna do
Thank you for makes me realize, thats my live is GREAT and WORTH TO LIVING.
Selasa, 03 Maret 2015
THE OLD MAN
March 3rd, 2015---Was one of a kind day for everyone including me, at first.
I starting my day yelling at my mother, actually it happen often as always. Because both of us are not made to be "Budy". So, yelling bumbling to each other already daily activity for us. Isn't because we HATE each other its just because we do not know how to show our LOVE.
After that, if you live in capital city just like Jakarta, Traffic Jam is our Breakfast and our Dinner. It's take 2 hours from my house to office. I Hate this one, but i know i cannot live anywhere else.
When i arrived at office, my colluage makes my high blood pressure increaseeee more and more. Well, i cannot blame anyone else again. We all should be blame. The atmosphere are different now. We are running to be better just give us some break.
And then my feeling getting more bad. It's feel like dejavu back to 2006, when someone who supposed to be my brother makes my life turn 180'. He trying to blow a warm wind then suddenly it turn to Typhoon. Did i blame him for what i feel? YES.
That's makes me feel so Upset and Sad, i just hate to have the same feeling again. i totally doesnt want it, i regret it ever happen into my life and now here the feeling comes again. And it's almost the same. but i wish this time wasn't typhoon.
The 4 things that happen on that day absolutely ruined my day, bad mood, frustration, disappointed, angry, sad, upset. " Well you know how if it happen to you, right !"
And i just want to relieve myself by WALKING. It's become my habbit since i was kiddos. When i'm upset, angry, jealous, or confused Walking makes me think so clearly. Walking makes me calm. Walking makes me feel better.
So, it's because the thing called WALK makes me feel better, i decide to go to a mall. Just walking around 3 times then go back to bus stop and go home. "Okay, i stop to bought a Bakpao, after feel better my stomach ask for meals. i just realized i almost haven't any meals a day.."
And at the bus to home i met this old man. Ex-Army, in his early 80's, his name Pak Eddi Suhaedi. He went home, from manggarai take bus to the terminal blokm, and take bus no 77 to his house. there we meet.
Bus route that does not pass through the usual, bus cut straight to kemang then back again to blokm. "That's stupid, silly thing that will happen to you if you take a bus at night. Btw, didnt happen to Transjakarta. "
The driver as Pak Eddi to get off the bus near with Kemang Food Festival. Actually i know when a girl came with pak Eddi at Terminal Blok-m. She ask the driver to take off pak eddi at McDonald Kemang.
Kemang food festival to Mcd Kemang was so far for an old man with stick to helping him walking like Pak Eddi. So i volunteering my self to accompany Pak Eddi to Mcd Kemang. Along the way he told me that he used to be a soldier, only a colonel, that now he is living with someone who helped him at home, and his children all go to work. He ask to stop for resting when we are infront of bookstore and cafe Ak-Sa-Ra Kemang. The securities ask me where we want to go because he looks Pak Eddi so tired. I told Mr.Securities about Pak Eddi, he want to go home, the bus stop and get off him in KemFodFest, and i help him to Mcd Kemang. Mr. Securities in his late 40's looks very kind, he told me that if he's not in duty he will help Pak Eddi. Unfortunately.
While resting, Pak Eddi gave me a paper, when i take a look it's an article about oldest "Lansia", Well beside ex-army he also having a good hobbies, writting. I read his addres was on the paper. He lives in North Kemang. Well, it's about 1 km from McD Kemang, the i ask if he want to go by taxi ? He said No, its okay he will use Ojek (motorcyle's rent) by Mcd Kemang.
We started our journey to Mcd Kemang. Said thank you to Mr. Securities, who also waving to us. From Ak-Sa-Ra to Mcd Kemang its 300 meters left. Infront of Mcd Kemang there is base for ojek. When we get closer i'm a bit doubtful to ask the man who sitting on his motorcycle, because the way he looks so not Mr. Ojek. I'm asking slowly "Are you ojek ?"
He said "Yes, where are you going ?" releaved, then i told him again about Pak Eddi, i also giving him the paper that Pak Eddi gives to me because there is an address there, so he can take Pak Eddi to home. Then He said okay, I give him 2 pieces of ten thousand rupiah. He refused my money. "It's okay miss, you can keep your money. i'll help him."
Thats was so awesome, i'm sure he is not just kind Mr. Ojek. His sunglasses are one of best brand and expensive one (i know because it's so similiar with my brother in law used), his leather jacket the good quality ones and his smells so good. Yahh...good looking-lah. So i called him Mr. Ojek Good Looking. hehehe
Then, Mr. Ojek Good Looking with Pak Eddi leave to Pak Eddi home, and me left behind waiting for walking again to my home.
Ahhh iya, before leave Pak Eddi wish me luck to my college and wish me get the best in life, he also ask to giving a kiss on the cheek as a thank you. I said " Sorry, you can't" Hahahaha...at that time i just realize he is a STRANGERs that i help!! hahahaha
"Sorry Pak, you can't kiss my cheek. Only my Father, my brothers, my uncle's, my cousin's, and nephew's are allowed to kiss me on cheek.
End of stories, while volunteering to Pak Eddi, walking back home, meet Mr. Securities that before i thought he will just help foreign and sexy girls and also rich man, and then meets Mr. Ojek Good Looking. They all STRANGERS.
But, they all nice, friendly, and thats human being.
Through all this makes me think.
I cannot said sorry the way you want
I cannot show my love the way anyone else do
I cannot feel the same being with all of you just like 4 years ago
I cannot accept the way i felt by being rejected when i'm asking for help.
I just want you to accept me without worries, without pretending, and without compensation.
Pak Eddi, Mr. Securities and Mr. Ojek Good Looking, show me that; Pak Eddi didnt worries to accpt my help or worries i'll do something bad, i am a stranger.
Mr. Securities feels bad because he can't help Pak Eddi, and he is not pretending.
And then Mr. Ojek Good Looking, Help me also Pak Eddi without compensation.
And I just can say....
"Thanks god for the magical learning that i get. Thank you for every step you gave to me, so i can step ahead to accepting myself."
-Naviethu-
I starting my day yelling at my mother, actually it happen often as always. Because both of us are not made to be "Budy". So, yelling bumbling to each other already daily activity for us. Isn't because we HATE each other its just because we do not know how to show our LOVE.
After that, if you live in capital city just like Jakarta, Traffic Jam is our Breakfast and our Dinner. It's take 2 hours from my house to office. I Hate this one, but i know i cannot live anywhere else.
When i arrived at office, my colluage makes my high blood pressure increaseeee more and more. Well, i cannot blame anyone else again. We all should be blame. The atmosphere are different now. We are running to be better just give us some break.
And then my feeling getting more bad. It's feel like dejavu back to 2006, when someone who supposed to be my brother makes my life turn 180'. He trying to blow a warm wind then suddenly it turn to Typhoon. Did i blame him for what i feel? YES.
That's makes me feel so Upset and Sad, i just hate to have the same feeling again. i totally doesnt want it, i regret it ever happen into my life and now here the feeling comes again. And it's almost the same. but i wish this time wasn't typhoon.
The 4 things that happen on that day absolutely ruined my day, bad mood, frustration, disappointed, angry, sad, upset. " Well you know how if it happen to you, right !"
And i just want to relieve myself by WALKING. It's become my habbit since i was kiddos. When i'm upset, angry, jealous, or confused Walking makes me think so clearly. Walking makes me calm. Walking makes me feel better.
So, it's because the thing called WALK makes me feel better, i decide to go to a mall. Just walking around 3 times then go back to bus stop and go home. "Okay, i stop to bought a Bakpao, after feel better my stomach ask for meals. i just realized i almost haven't any meals a day.."
And at the bus to home i met this old man. Ex-Army, in his early 80's, his name Pak Eddi Suhaedi. He went home, from manggarai take bus to the terminal blokm, and take bus no 77 to his house. there we meet.
Bus route that does not pass through the usual, bus cut straight to kemang then back again to blokm. "That's stupid, silly thing that will happen to you if you take a bus at night. Btw, didnt happen to Transjakarta. "
The driver as Pak Eddi to get off the bus near with Kemang Food Festival. Actually i know when a girl came with pak Eddi at Terminal Blok-m. She ask the driver to take off pak eddi at McDonald Kemang.
Kemang food festival to Mcd Kemang was so far for an old man with stick to helping him walking like Pak Eddi. So i volunteering my self to accompany Pak Eddi to Mcd Kemang. Along the way he told me that he used to be a soldier, only a colonel, that now he is living with someone who helped him at home, and his children all go to work. He ask to stop for resting when we are infront of bookstore and cafe Ak-Sa-Ra Kemang. The securities ask me where we want to go because he looks Pak Eddi so tired. I told Mr.Securities about Pak Eddi, he want to go home, the bus stop and get off him in KemFodFest, and i help him to Mcd Kemang. Mr. Securities in his late 40's looks very kind, he told me that if he's not in duty he will help Pak Eddi. Unfortunately.
While resting, Pak Eddi gave me a paper, when i take a look it's an article about oldest "Lansia", Well beside ex-army he also having a good hobbies, writting. I read his addres was on the paper. He lives in North Kemang. Well, it's about 1 km from McD Kemang, the i ask if he want to go by taxi ? He said No, its okay he will use Ojek (motorcyle's rent) by Mcd Kemang.
We started our journey to Mcd Kemang. Said thank you to Mr. Securities, who also waving to us. From Ak-Sa-Ra to Mcd Kemang its 300 meters left. Infront of Mcd Kemang there is base for ojek. When we get closer i'm a bit doubtful to ask the man who sitting on his motorcycle, because the way he looks so not Mr. Ojek. I'm asking slowly "Are you ojek ?"
He said "Yes, where are you going ?" releaved, then i told him again about Pak Eddi, i also giving him the paper that Pak Eddi gives to me because there is an address there, so he can take Pak Eddi to home. Then He said okay, I give him 2 pieces of ten thousand rupiah. He refused my money. "It's okay miss, you can keep your money. i'll help him."
Thats was so awesome, i'm sure he is not just kind Mr. Ojek. His sunglasses are one of best brand and expensive one (i know because it's so similiar with my brother in law used), his leather jacket the good quality ones and his smells so good. Yahh...good looking-lah. So i called him Mr. Ojek Good Looking. hehehe
Then, Mr. Ojek Good Looking with Pak Eddi leave to Pak Eddi home, and me left behind waiting for walking again to my home.
Ahhh iya, before leave Pak Eddi wish me luck to my college and wish me get the best in life, he also ask to giving a kiss on the cheek as a thank you. I said " Sorry, you can't" Hahahaha...at that time i just realize he is a STRANGERs that i help!! hahahaha
"Sorry Pak, you can't kiss my cheek. Only my Father, my brothers, my uncle's, my cousin's, and nephew's are allowed to kiss me on cheek.
End of stories, while volunteering to Pak Eddi, walking back home, meet Mr. Securities that before i thought he will just help foreign and sexy girls and also rich man, and then meets Mr. Ojek Good Looking. They all STRANGERS.
But, they all nice, friendly, and thats human being.
Through all this makes me think.
I cannot said sorry the way you want
I cannot show my love the way anyone else do
I cannot feel the same being with all of you just like 4 years ago
I cannot accept the way i felt by being rejected when i'm asking for help.
I just want you to accept me without worries, without pretending, and without compensation.
Pak Eddi, Mr. Securities and Mr. Ojek Good Looking, show me that; Pak Eddi didnt worries to accpt my help or worries i'll do something bad, i am a stranger.
Mr. Securities feels bad because he can't help Pak Eddi, and he is not pretending.
And then Mr. Ojek Good Looking, Help me also Pak Eddi without compensation.
And I just can say....
"Thanks god for the magical learning that i get. Thank you for every step you gave to me, so i can step ahead to accepting myself."
-Naviethu-
Jumat, 04 Oktober 2013
Dance
Dance Till the world ends...
Dance Till no one can move your body
Dance Till you Die...
Yeaapp kind my favorite think to do after so many years didnt moved my body while the music on...*nevermind*
Since i'm liltle my mom entered me in some traditional dance, "Pendet" but yeah i love dance.
But my story begin when im in kindergaten, me, Bonita, Tika, Fitri, Indri dance "Bu Tani" i forgot the dance title we dance like a farmer, go into the fields picking rice. hohohohohooo...every single hinge are so natural with the music. When i'm on elementary school i choose as the leader on the dance team in inaguration. hohoo...maybe my teacher choose me cause i'm the tall one on my class. i don't care...what i care is i'm the centre from all the dancers. *go go dance move your body*
Well, on every August 17th, i always choose as dance also, i remember i dance with older neighborhood (Kak Norma, Mba rini, Mba Nia) its Britney Spears "Oops I did it again + Christina Aguilera "Ginny on bottle"... and the next year with india themes, its a couple dance (i post about him actual "Undangan oh Undangan) thats the last i dance to public. hahaha..since Junior High i'm just love dancing on the bathroom (Junior High is Full with Art and Karate).
My talent to dance hidden long enough...Junior High pass, Senior High Pass...and when i want to entered college, my mom didnt give allowed to enter on Art School."Dance its not for study" So...it burried again. :'(
It's okay cause i can still dance on my room or bathroom. \(*3*)/
It Burried so long until finally the ability to dance again after K Pop hit Indonesia. my VIPs friend have an idea for our dance talent. So Thats i'm Join with Play Crew (Kpop Dance group). And here we go after burried so long time my talent to dance come out.
I love dance , i love practice my body with the music. Its kind hobby that makes you healthy and the most is HAPPIER.
"Dance its about the way you show your feeling, the way you want to tell the world without a word but with moved your body." -naviethu-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-VslFzTx1K0
Dance Till no one can move your body
Dance Till you Die...
Yeaapp kind my favorite think to do after so many years didnt moved my body while the music on...*nevermind*
Since i'm liltle my mom entered me in some traditional dance, "Pendet" but yeah i love dance.
But my story begin when im in kindergaten, me, Bonita, Tika, Fitri, Indri dance "Bu Tani" i forgot the dance title we dance like a farmer, go into the fields picking rice. hohohohohooo...every single hinge are so natural with the music. When i'm on elementary school i choose as the leader on the dance team in inaguration. hohoo...maybe my teacher choose me cause i'm the tall one on my class. i don't care...what i care is i'm the centre from all the dancers. *go go dance move your body*
Well, on every August 17th, i always choose as dance also, i remember i dance with older neighborhood (Kak Norma, Mba rini, Mba Nia) its Britney Spears "Oops I did it again + Christina Aguilera "Ginny on bottle"... and the next year with india themes, its a couple dance (i post about him actual "Undangan oh Undangan) thats the last i dance to public. hahaha..since Junior High i'm just love dancing on the bathroom (Junior High is Full with Art and Karate).
My talent to dance hidden long enough...Junior High pass, Senior High Pass...and when i want to entered college, my mom didnt give allowed to enter on Art School."Dance its not for study" So...it burried again. :'(
It's okay cause i can still dance on my room or bathroom. \(*3*)/
It Burried so long until finally the ability to dance again after K Pop hit Indonesia. my VIPs friend have an idea for our dance talent. So Thats i'm Join with Play Crew (Kpop Dance group). And here we go after burried so long time my talent to dance come out.
I love dance , i love practice my body with the music. Its kind hobby that makes you healthy and the most is HAPPIER.
"Dance its about the way you show your feeling, the way you want to tell the world without a word but with moved your body." -naviethu-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-VslFzTx1K0
Jumat, 05 Juli 2013
My new sisters
Hello...
Its been long didn't get in touch , so many and complicated problem come to me...well i shouldnt make it as an excuse to did't wrote my blog.
1st i want to tell you about a lot of things
2nd i want to write down that so you can read it.
hohoho...happy reading and for me happy writing...
The Stories is about new sisters...
We meet first time on socmed (social media) and what makes us become one is BIGBANG. Yeaaahhh i'm VIP, BIGBANG is an Idol boyband from Korea their not just handsome but also great singer, great dancer, great song writers (G Dragon my man...)and great in everything. Of COURSE LAAAH.... BECAUSE I LOVE BIGBANG !!!
Well, its start when my high school friend Rya, ask me to join on a group that she and her sisters made for VIP. I'm really intrested to join. And then me, Rya, her sisters Kak Dina and Mba Wawa, also Kak Dewi (Friend of Kak Dina), Mba Ipeh (friend of Rya) and Putu (friend of Kak Dewi's brother) join in same group on Whatsapp, we never met each other (except me and Rya). All the time we sharing anything about Bigbang on Whatsapp and Twitter. Untill we meet up at Plaza Semanggi for the first time, hhmmm if i'm not wrong on January 2013. Its a bit akward because we just know each other by phone and not more, we introduce ourself with twitter account (thats toooottaaalllyyy funny) aaahh yaaa, me and Mandang also meet first time here (she is Kak Dewi Junior at college). first time its seems like crickets "crik crik crik..." and then naturaly we blend just like we know each other for long time. ho ho ho...that what will happen when womens meet and we have same reasons. hohoho
After that we more often talking on twitter and whatsapp. We not just talk about GDragon, Daesung, TOP, Seungri and Yongbae, we talked almost our life, our love story, our work, study and many things. Suddenly we just like sisters.
Oia, once me, Rya and Kak Dewi, we join in a Dance group called "Play Crew" we are practice dance with the Play Crew.Same hooby makes us one rite. And because dance we called Kak Dewi " Ahjumma" in english means Old Lady...hahahaha...its long story...trullly long story..hahahaha..Peace Ahjumma
We more accept more blended and more just like sisters when we came to Bigbang Fanmeeting the event is in Kemayoran. Its free for the luckiest 1000 person . So we planned many thing with really really perfect just like we planned for a big War but yeah its a War between VIP to meet with Daesung, TOP, YB and Seungri (GDragon didnt came bcause he have a concert in Japan). The Fanmeeting went chaotic. we seperated, my friends chrushed by people who want to meet with Bigbang. Damn...the committee tottaly the worst committee i ever found. Well i don't want to talked about that again finaly almost all my friends can meet with Bigbang with free ticket that Kak Dina have, and Id Staff that Kak Dina get also. ho ho ho... Good kak Dina good..not for me and Rya, we actualy not enough just watch them from the screen outside. So we planned to chasing them to airport. We wait at the Soetta Airport just to waving hands to them, scream their name, Aaaahhhhhhhhhhh.....finaly i meet DAESUUUNGGGG.... Men He is so Looks Like ANGEL when he smile !!!! he i Smile at me when i waving the banner "Happy Bday D-Lite"...aahhhh Daesung...
~Cant Move On~ CAN'T MOVE ON~
And then after that we totaly cannot move forward...we stuck at the Soekarno Hatta just because that 4 handsome, cool guy. hahahaha....
our meeting didnt end there...we still meet each other, communicate by phone, stay overnight at Dina, Rya, Rara house. Plan this Plan that... And The Best June for us...is When the Leader G-Dragon held an Concert in JAKARTA !!!!! Damn....i'm strugle will come to watch or not. Untill Mba Wawa with an Angel heart let me borrow her CC to buy GD Ticket Concert !!!! Hoooaaaahhhhh.......actually at that time we all totally amaze with what we see... GDragon its really OMIGOD, This is really a BEST PARTY EVER its Trully ONE OF A KIND TOUR !!! aarrgggghhhhh
Yeahhh they are my sisters now...Thanks to My New Sisters You all really trully new sisters, new colour in my life. It's because BIGBANG...we can become not just same Fans of a BIGBANG but Sisters. YEAAAAYYY YOU GO GIRLSS XOXO
1st MEETING with Noonnaaasss at Plaza Semanggi
Noonnaaass MEETING at BIGBANG Fanmeeting
NOONAASSS MEEETIINGG at OMIGOD CONCERT ONE OF A KIND
Thats my stories about my new sisters...you can find your sisters, brothers, ahjumma, anyone in anywhere in didnt expected momment, with any reasons.
1st i want to tell you about a lot of things
2nd i want to write down that so you can read it.
hohoho...happy reading and for me happy writing...
The Stories is about new sisters...
We meet first time on socmed (social media) and what makes us become one is BIGBANG. Yeaaahhh i'm VIP, BIGBANG is an Idol boyband from Korea their not just handsome but also great singer, great dancer, great song writers (G Dragon my man...)and great in everything. Of COURSE LAAAH.... BECAUSE I LOVE BIGBANG !!!
Well, its start when my high school friend Rya, ask me to join on a group that she and her sisters made for VIP. I'm really intrested to join. And then me, Rya, her sisters Kak Dina and Mba Wawa, also Kak Dewi (Friend of Kak Dina), Mba Ipeh (friend of Rya) and Putu (friend of Kak Dewi's brother) join in same group on Whatsapp, we never met each other (except me and Rya). All the time we sharing anything about Bigbang on Whatsapp and Twitter. Untill we meet up at Plaza Semanggi for the first time, hhmmm if i'm not wrong on January 2013. Its a bit akward because we just know each other by phone and not more, we introduce ourself with twitter account (thats toooottaaalllyyy funny) aaahh yaaa, me and Mandang also meet first time here (she is Kak Dewi Junior at college). first time its seems like crickets "crik crik crik..." and then naturaly we blend just like we know each other for long time. ho ho ho...that what will happen when womens meet and we have same reasons. hohoho
After that we more often talking on twitter and whatsapp. We not just talk about GDragon, Daesung, TOP, Seungri and Yongbae, we talked almost our life, our love story, our work, study and many things. Suddenly we just like sisters.
Oia, once me, Rya and Kak Dewi, we join in a Dance group called "Play Crew" we are practice dance with the Play Crew.Same hooby makes us one rite. And because dance we called Kak Dewi " Ahjumma" in english means Old Lady...hahahaha...its long story...trullly long story..hahahaha..Peace Ahjumma
We more accept more blended and more just like sisters when we came to Bigbang Fanmeeting the event is in Kemayoran. Its free for the luckiest 1000 person . So we planned many thing with really really perfect just like we planned for a big War but yeah its a War between VIP to meet with Daesung, TOP, YB and Seungri (GDragon didnt came bcause he have a concert in Japan). The Fanmeeting went chaotic. we seperated, my friends chrushed by people who want to meet with Bigbang. Damn...the committee tottaly the worst committee i ever found. Well i don't want to talked about that again finaly almost all my friends can meet with Bigbang with free ticket that Kak Dina have, and Id Staff that Kak Dina get also. ho ho ho... Good kak Dina good..not for me and Rya, we actualy not enough just watch them from the screen outside. So we planned to chasing them to airport. We wait at the Soetta Airport just to waving hands to them, scream their name, Aaaahhhhhhhhhhh.....finaly i meet DAESUUUNGGGG.... Men He is so Looks Like ANGEL when he smile !!!! he i Smile at me when i waving the banner "Happy Bday D-Lite"...aahhhh Daesung...
~Cant Move On~ CAN'T MOVE ON~
And then after that we totaly cannot move forward...we stuck at the Soekarno Hatta just because that 4 handsome, cool guy. hahahaha....
our meeting didnt end there...we still meet each other, communicate by phone, stay overnight at Dina, Rya, Rara house. Plan this Plan that... And The Best June for us...is When the Leader G-Dragon held an Concert in JAKARTA !!!!! Damn....i'm strugle will come to watch or not. Untill Mba Wawa with an Angel heart let me borrow her CC to buy GD Ticket Concert !!!! Hoooaaaahhhhh.......actually at that time we all totally amaze with what we see... GDragon its really OMIGOD, This is really a BEST PARTY EVER its Trully ONE OF A KIND TOUR !!! aarrgggghhhhh
Yeahhh they are my sisters now...Thanks to My New Sisters You all really trully new sisters, new colour in my life. It's because BIGBANG...we can become not just same Fans of a BIGBANG but Sisters. YEAAAAYYY YOU GO GIRLSS XOXO
1st MEETING with Noonnaaasss at Plaza Semanggi
Noonnaaass MEETING at BIGBANG Fanmeeting
NOONAASSS MEEETIINGG at OMIGOD CONCERT ONE OF A KIND
Senin, 12 November 2012
Harta Karun
Menemukan Harta Karun...
Yeesss....disaat mata tidak terpejam, walau jam di mobile phone sudah menunjukan pukul 00.30. okelah, harus mencapekan diri baru bisa terlelap. Besok kerja ciing..
Mulai lah dengan melipat jilbab yg menumpuk dimeja imut nan nyempil diantara lemari. Selesai sudah urusan dengan jilbab-jilbab itu, gantian beresin meja-nya (ketutup jilbab berantakan bener ternyata..) sudah rapih juga nih meja...Tapi mata ga mau juga nutup, masih seger.
akhirnya iseng buka-buka lemari dan nemuin tumpukan kardus sepatu. Pikir gue, oke banget ini kardus masuk kedalam lemari. Dan terkejutlah gue melihat isinya...Itu Harta Karun yang tidak bisa digantikan dengan apapun di dunia.
itu adalah tumpukan kertas-kertas yang luar biasa mempunyai makna...
ada kertas berisi surat cinta dari junior di sekolah jaman masih berseragam sumbangsih dulu...iiihhh terkenal bener sih kakak yang satu ini. Padahal itu surat cinta dari junior yg gue jadi mentor dikelas-nya, jelas aja option kakak cewek-nnya cuman gue !!
Terus ada lagi kumpulan curhatan temen-temen di File gue, ada curhatnya Vanya ttg Cinta-nya (masih jadian loh doi sama Adit). Ninidh, trus Rere, gambar-gambarnya bowo, teks lagu yang menemani gue, vini dan satu meja didepan, samping kanan-kiri yang ikut mendengar suara indah gue, selama jam-jam pelajaran yang membosankan.
Ada lagi surat pertama yang gue terima, yaitu dari Faradhita Krisnanda, dia junior gue di SD deket banget gue sama dia...jadi inget jaman-jaman SD gue kelas 5 SD dia baru kelas 1 SD. Apakabar kamu Ditha ???
Trus foto-foto yang berisi moment yang berhenti dan tak terlupakan. Ada puncak Borobudur, dimana itu kenangan terindah bersama dia *tiba-tibaMeloow , Foto OSIS Sumbangsih.
Trus design baju-baju gue...ha ha ha punya size XL gini-gini pernah punya cita-cita jadi tukang jahit dan punya badan kece looh.
Surat izin dari kampus Salemba 24,ini surat tugas yang luar biasa penuh cerita. surat ditunjukan ke PTPN 8, demi mendapatkan izin untuk mengambil cerita mengenai Pak Wi, seorang mandor perkebunan teh.
dan yang terakhir, foto kedua hewan peliharan gue yg udah tewas. Sadis mereka tewas-nya si Chita (kucing hutan) ga mau makan selama seminggu sampai akhirnya tewas, "Chitaa...ente makannya sayap ayam. Mahal cong..pake mati lagi lu !!"
trus si Bima (Chondro Phyton)si ijo ngelingker-ngelingker yang sebenarnya punya kakak gue tp demen gue mainin. Nah, dia tewas nya lebih ajaib lagi. pas lagi sakit karna doi punya kuman dikulitnya a.k.a cacingan (uler, cacingan...baru dengerkan!!) trus terjadilah kehebohan di rumah (bongkaran) yang akhirnya mengakibatkan si Bima terlantar sampai akhirnya sudah ditemukan tidak bernyawa. Sadiss yaa, kematian kedua hewan ini.. Love you Chita dan Bima.
Itulah harta-harta yang tersembunyi di dalam kotak sepatu di Lemari baju gue. Penuh kenangan yang menitikan air mata, menyimpulkan sebuah senyuman, dan mereply kenangan-kenangan indah dalam setiap kertas-nya.
Sesuatu yang tidak dapat di ulang, sesuatu yang hanya sekali tuhan berikan. Sesuatu yang sangat berharga tercoreh dalam sebuah kertas
Selasa, 27 Desember 2011
BROWNIS
BROWNIS...pertama dengar kata itu yang akan terpikirkan adalah cake chocolate yg yummy lezatnya pool !! atau yg seger2 bagi yg suka sama daun muda (Who yah ??)
hahahaha..thats a simple word but means a lot for me and all BROWNIS CREW...
Well, brownis is Broadcasting Wolter Monginsidi. Ini bukan perkumpulan, ini juga bukan geng berandalan yang suka bikin film ga jelas. Kami hanya suka menamai diri kami dengan BROWNIS, karena kami memiliki background yang sama yaitu berawl dari kampus wolter monginsidi yang dipindahkan dengan alasan yang bikin gue secara pribadi jengkel. walhasil kami satu kampus ini, khususnya akademi komunikasi-nya harus di mutasi.(jangan anggap kami terlantar yah...).
Oke, Brownis ini menceritakan tentang banyak orang. Kami ini mahasiswa-mahasiswi dari Akademi Komunikasi - Bina Sarana Informatika ( klo yg suka liatin atau ngomenin iklan pasti tau nih kampus) dengan slogannya "Kuliah, BSI aja..." absolutely right...kami mencari pendidikan dan pengalaman di BSI Wolter Monginsidi, mengambil jurusan Penyiaran (Broadcasting) tapi hanya 2 semester. Kenapa cman satu tahun??!! satu tahun itu penuh makna, dari anak-anak SMA yang baru lulus and know nothing sampai orang-orang yang sudah punya segudang pengalaman di bidang penyiaran bersatu selama satu tahun itu. ada sekumpulan cewek-cewek yang kemana-mana selalu bersama, ada sekumpulan cowok-cowok yang kerjaannya gerombol terus, walaupun kepisah tapi kami punya satu hati untuk bersama. Itu yang mengikat kebersamaan kami.
2 Semester yang bermakna buat gue secara personal...dimana mengenal banyak orang baru dengan watak baru, belajar beranjak dari ketepurukan. Semester 1, dimana gue ini masuk dalam golonga yang telat daftar, jadinya telat juga masuknya. orang-orang udah mulai kuliah selama 1 bulan...gue baru masuk sebulan kemudian. (sampai ada temen gue yang bilang gue cuti hamil, setiap kali nama gue dipanggil buat absen...MAkasih yang bella darling...cinih aku :*)
hehehe...awal masuk kuliah...zinkkk....ga tau apa2, ga nemu pelajaran yang gue tau jaman SMA (klo ga salah gue masuk kelas pertama itu pelajran, Penyiaran apaa gt, dosen nya cowok deh !!) pokoknya jurus ampuh yang selalu gue pake deh... SKSD PALAPA "Sok Kenal Sok Deket Padahal Ga Tau Apa-apa". Untungnya jurus itu lumayan berhasil, jadilah aku punya teman,ada Norma, Yuli, Nurul"Lola", Upeh, Irvan "Bella", Rudy, Anna, Melda. Cuss...keren kan !! banyak temen gue langsung...hehehehe
awal-awal semester satu gue jalani dengan biasa-biasa aja...bisa dibilang kupu-kupu "Kuliah-Pulang" atau bolos cabut kemana aja yg jelas ga kuliah, krmh temen gue yang didepok-lah, atau iseng jalan sama temen smp gue. Tapi, temen gue nambah banyak....ada Dimas, bayu, erick, ivo, doni, tara, anom, anggi, ludfi, beni, agung zunan, agung P, Dinar, maurits, joko, sapee lagi yak...banyak dah...hahahaha....
Nah semakin deketnya kita, saat memasuki semester 2. dimana kita dapat kabar, bahwa Akademi Komunikasi(PR, Adverd, Broadcast) yang ada di kamus BSI Wolter Monginsidi pada semester 3 harus dimutasi. karena kampus tersebut akan dijadikan kampus AMIK-ABA aja. Nah, masalahnya pada semester 3 sebagai mahasiswa broadcasting, kita punya tugas bikin film pendek dengan durasi 5 menit. Nah, ngamuk lah kita..,pokoknya intinya kita tetep mau jadi satu kelompok walaupun udah dimutasi. Eh, ternyata pihak kajur memang sudah punya plan seperti itu... :P
jadilah, dari semester 2, kita semakin akrab, kalau lagi ga ada jam kelas, kita suka nongkrong di lap. sepakbola Blok S . Ngeriung dibawah gawang, untuk brain stromng...atau cuman bahas naskah. trus latihan dirumah Ivo atau rumah erik.
Sampailah akhirnya kita harus pisah, yaitu memasuki awal semester 3. gue pribadi pindah ke BSI Margonda, Depok. disini kita makin jarang ketemu. Tapi berhubung yang pindah ke depok banyak, kita tetep dapet satu kelas, jadilah anak Brownis ngeriung jadi satu. Dan anak-anak di sana nyebut kita anak Wolter. cakep-kan....ampe kita lulus juga masih getuu...tapi gue nya mah bodo amat, malah beterimakasih, terkenal dong gue..hahaha...
Langsung aja nih, ketahap kita berada di puncak untuk melaksanakan bikin tugas Film Pendek itu. Crew Brownis itu isinya kurang dari 30 orang, kita sok seru-seruan aja, satu kamar kita pake bareng2, kepikirkan kan tuh jadi lemper, tidur dempet2n yang penting bisa tidur n manjangan badan.
Judul film kita One Night...ini film horor dan film pertama yang gue buat, sekaligus bertindak sebagai Asistent Sutradara plus script writer,...#Bangga..i wish gue masih pegang copy-annya...(T-T)...
Film kita dengan crew seadaanya, pemain seadanya dan dana seadaanya...jadi juara 2 loh...kita demen banget....seneng...ternyata kebersamaan kita ga sia-sia. SAYA CINTA KALIAN...:* :*
PAdahal sebelum-nya beberapa temen gue udah ada yang diremehin gitu. hhhmmm... kalo gue yang digituin udah gue habek. Tapi pada saat pengumuman pemenang disebutkan dan nama kelompok kami dipanggil sebagai juara 2, Kita Cuman bersorak sambil loncat-loncatan, dan berpelukan....Kerja KEras kami terbayar bung...kalian boleh meremehkan kami, tapi lihat kami bisa bersatu.
AKhirnya...semester 4 datang juga....Kampus Wolter monginsidi sudah dinyatakan tidak ada..100%, kami sudah pisah2. tapi kami masih saling membantu sama lain, kalau ada tugas kampus, kami masih minta bantuan untuk jadi crew...mau diajak ga diajak pasti gue menawarkan diri. hehehe...
kebersamaan bersama mereka sangatlah berharga buat gue.
Dengan mereka gue punya dunia lain yang sangat indah, dunia yang buat gue ngerasa...inilah kebersamaan yang ga mungkin bisa terulang lagi. Kebersamaan ini hanyalah milik kami..milik Crew Brownis. Satu hal yang gue sesali...yaitu pada saat kita wisuda, kita ga bisa wisudaan bareng .... Sumpah cuuy...gue sedih banget kita ga bisa poto bareng !!!!!!! sebenernya juga ga bisa poto bareng karena sebagian temen gue ada yang ujian TA-nya nyusul...ada yang sampe karang blm selesai.
Tapi gue mau kita kumpul lagi...kayak dulu..ketawa bareng, ngecengin orang bareng, makan di KFC, mengulang segala nya bersama kalian...
I Miss U So Much Guys...
Inilah kebersamaan kami, tertawa, juara, kerjasama, happy, smilling, and many mooreee....
Guyss...really-really miss u...
hahahaha..thats a simple word but means a lot for me and all BROWNIS CREW...
Well, brownis is Broadcasting Wolter Monginsidi. Ini bukan perkumpulan, ini juga bukan geng berandalan yang suka bikin film ga jelas. Kami hanya suka menamai diri kami dengan BROWNIS, karena kami memiliki background yang sama yaitu berawl dari kampus wolter monginsidi yang dipindahkan dengan alasan yang bikin gue secara pribadi jengkel. walhasil kami satu kampus ini, khususnya akademi komunikasi-nya harus di mutasi.(jangan anggap kami terlantar yah...).
Oke, Brownis ini menceritakan tentang banyak orang. Kami ini mahasiswa-mahasiswi dari Akademi Komunikasi - Bina Sarana Informatika ( klo yg suka liatin atau ngomenin iklan pasti tau nih kampus) dengan slogannya "Kuliah, BSI aja..." absolutely right...kami mencari pendidikan dan pengalaman di BSI Wolter Monginsidi, mengambil jurusan Penyiaran (Broadcasting) tapi hanya 2 semester. Kenapa cman satu tahun??!! satu tahun itu penuh makna, dari anak-anak SMA yang baru lulus and know nothing sampai orang-orang yang sudah punya segudang pengalaman di bidang penyiaran bersatu selama satu tahun itu. ada sekumpulan cewek-cewek yang kemana-mana selalu bersama, ada sekumpulan cowok-cowok yang kerjaannya gerombol terus, walaupun kepisah tapi kami punya satu hati untuk bersama. Itu yang mengikat kebersamaan kami.
2 Semester yang bermakna buat gue secara personal...dimana mengenal banyak orang baru dengan watak baru, belajar beranjak dari ketepurukan. Semester 1, dimana gue ini masuk dalam golonga yang telat daftar, jadinya telat juga masuknya. orang-orang udah mulai kuliah selama 1 bulan...gue baru masuk sebulan kemudian. (sampai ada temen gue yang bilang gue cuti hamil, setiap kali nama gue dipanggil buat absen...MAkasih yang bella darling...cinih aku :*)
hehehe...awal masuk kuliah...zinkkk....ga tau apa2, ga nemu pelajaran yang gue tau jaman SMA (klo ga salah gue masuk kelas pertama itu pelajran, Penyiaran apaa gt, dosen nya cowok deh !!) pokoknya jurus ampuh yang selalu gue pake deh... SKSD PALAPA "Sok Kenal Sok Deket Padahal Ga Tau Apa-apa". Untungnya jurus itu lumayan berhasil, jadilah aku punya teman,ada Norma, Yuli, Nurul"Lola", Upeh, Irvan "Bella", Rudy, Anna, Melda. Cuss...keren kan !! banyak temen gue langsung...hehehehe
awal-awal semester satu gue jalani dengan biasa-biasa aja...bisa dibilang kupu-kupu "Kuliah-Pulang" atau bolos cabut kemana aja yg jelas ga kuliah, krmh temen gue yang didepok-lah, atau iseng jalan sama temen smp gue. Tapi, temen gue nambah banyak....ada Dimas, bayu, erick, ivo, doni, tara, anom, anggi, ludfi, beni, agung zunan, agung P, Dinar, maurits, joko, sapee lagi yak...banyak dah...hahahaha....
Nah semakin deketnya kita, saat memasuki semester 2. dimana kita dapat kabar, bahwa Akademi Komunikasi(PR, Adverd, Broadcast) yang ada di kamus BSI Wolter Monginsidi pada semester 3 harus dimutasi. karena kampus tersebut akan dijadikan kampus AMIK-ABA aja. Nah, masalahnya pada semester 3 sebagai mahasiswa broadcasting, kita punya tugas bikin film pendek dengan durasi 5 menit. Nah, ngamuk lah kita..,pokoknya intinya kita tetep mau jadi satu kelompok walaupun udah dimutasi. Eh, ternyata pihak kajur memang sudah punya plan seperti itu... :P
jadilah, dari semester 2, kita semakin akrab, kalau lagi ga ada jam kelas, kita suka nongkrong di lap. sepakbola Blok S . Ngeriung dibawah gawang, untuk brain stromng...atau cuman bahas naskah. trus latihan dirumah Ivo atau rumah erik.
Sampailah akhirnya kita harus pisah, yaitu memasuki awal semester 3. gue pribadi pindah ke BSI Margonda, Depok. disini kita makin jarang ketemu. Tapi berhubung yang pindah ke depok banyak, kita tetep dapet satu kelas, jadilah anak Brownis ngeriung jadi satu. Dan anak-anak di sana nyebut kita anak Wolter. cakep-kan....ampe kita lulus juga masih getuu...tapi gue nya mah bodo amat, malah beterimakasih, terkenal dong gue..hahaha...
Langsung aja nih, ketahap kita berada di puncak untuk melaksanakan bikin tugas Film Pendek itu. Crew Brownis itu isinya kurang dari 30 orang, kita sok seru-seruan aja, satu kamar kita pake bareng2, kepikirkan kan tuh jadi lemper, tidur dempet2n yang penting bisa tidur n manjangan badan.
Judul film kita One Night...ini film horor dan film pertama yang gue buat, sekaligus bertindak sebagai Asistent Sutradara plus script writer,...#Bangga..i wish gue masih pegang copy-annya...(T-T)...
Film kita dengan crew seadaanya, pemain seadanya dan dana seadaanya...jadi juara 2 loh...kita demen banget....seneng...ternyata kebersamaan kita ga sia-sia. SAYA CINTA KALIAN...:* :*
PAdahal sebelum-nya beberapa temen gue udah ada yang diremehin gitu. hhhmmm... kalo gue yang digituin udah gue habek. Tapi pada saat pengumuman pemenang disebutkan dan nama kelompok kami dipanggil sebagai juara 2, Kita Cuman bersorak sambil loncat-loncatan, dan berpelukan....Kerja KEras kami terbayar bung...kalian boleh meremehkan kami, tapi lihat kami bisa bersatu.
AKhirnya...semester 4 datang juga....Kampus Wolter monginsidi sudah dinyatakan tidak ada..100%, kami sudah pisah2. tapi kami masih saling membantu sama lain, kalau ada tugas kampus, kami masih minta bantuan untuk jadi crew...mau diajak ga diajak pasti gue menawarkan diri. hehehe...
kebersamaan bersama mereka sangatlah berharga buat gue.
Dengan mereka gue punya dunia lain yang sangat indah, dunia yang buat gue ngerasa...inilah kebersamaan yang ga mungkin bisa terulang lagi. Kebersamaan ini hanyalah milik kami..milik Crew Brownis. Satu hal yang gue sesali...yaitu pada saat kita wisuda, kita ga bisa wisudaan bareng .... Sumpah cuuy...gue sedih banget kita ga bisa poto bareng !!!!!!! sebenernya juga ga bisa poto bareng karena sebagian temen gue ada yang ujian TA-nya nyusul...ada yang sampe karang blm selesai.
Tapi gue mau kita kumpul lagi...kayak dulu..ketawa bareng, ngecengin orang bareng, makan di KFC, mengulang segala nya bersama kalian...
I Miss U So Much Guys...
Inilah kebersamaan kami, tertawa, juara, kerjasama, happy, smilling, and many mooreee....
Guyss...really-really miss u...
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