Santa Claus

"You Better Watch out
YOu better not cry
Better not pout, im telling you why
SAnta Clause is Coming to TOWN
SANTA CLAUSE IS COMING TO TOWN..."

i like to listen that song every christmas...
WHy i loved this song...because when i am lil girl, when christmas nite,i'll always sitting on chair in my balcony and looking at the sky and wishing santa will showing his self n across the moon "like in every movie, about christmas, santa always cross the moon..." :P
Silly yeap, but thats what i always wish when im in kindergaten..age 4 or 5. dont know why (okay, im muslim, but thats not make me so shalow and dont care about life) i believe SANTA CLAUSE, i trustd he'is real, and know that he will give me a present when im be a good girl for a year...

Santa for me its not about the old man with the white hair and silly dress and will so much loyal to give a present to a good child..SANTA CLAUSE is a great picture about the christmas, he will make every single child to be a good child. made every single dream about hope can come true.

Hahahahaha...i'll always laughing when i think about it, like tonite, its a christmas nite. and now im sitting infront of my sist computer and wrote about my story with santa. not anymore sitting in outside and waiting santa. because i know someday somehow SANTA will give me my own present because i am a good girl SANTA

So u better watch out..cause SANTA is COMING to YOU.


XOXO...
MErry Merry Christmas everyone hope in this Christmas every happy is come into your life...

ITS HURT

okay how love makes ure life so much fully with colour ???

bcause love just give me one colour...its GREY !!

Learning

LEARNING...

thats the only word i heard in evry single sentnce.
yups..i ve to learn from my past...for the better future.

i've to learn about my own life, my own dream, and my own love.
i do not know many many time i get hurt in the same place. its my love.
i never learn from past...i just looking for mistake and now my heart is screammmng...
learning to love someone isnt hard but learning to love my self is so hard..
hard because i always love someone who doesnt know my feeling.

please just give a time to reach what i want to reach
to feel what i want to felt
to get what i always wanted.

its him

Again and Again...

i dont know what i mmust suposed to do...
i always feel badly when im in love. and now i can prove it...

everytime i fall in love with someone, i always feel about it alone.
i do not know what i must to do, sadness , alone, its always around me when that feeling came into my life..